Monday, March 2, 2009

So What Did I Learn?

While on the trip, we asked Pastor Tom if we could have a Sunday to share our trip with the congregation. So many had prayed for us and also what other opportunity would we have to show so many exactly what this trip had meant to us. Also, it was just this type of sharing years ago that had sparked my desire to experience a mission trip myself.

We decided that we would spend the entire service the following Sunday sharing pictures and memories of the trip at both services. We each shared a different aspect and Tom Smith did a great job of putting a montage of pictures together of the entire week.

At first I wondered if I could capture the emotion and meaning of the trip even after a week, but as soon as I saw the first picture the tears came again and finding the words to convey the passion was not a problem.

So what did I learn?

1. I learned that no matter why you think you're going on a mission trip, God usually has something totally different in mind for you. I really thought I was going to be a big help and blessing to these people, but found that I was the one who had been so richly blessed and barely lifted a finger. I still don't know why God chose me to go on this trip. I may never know this side of heaven. I just know I was called and I answered the call and I'm so grateful that I did.

2. No matter where you go, be prepared to leave a large piece of your heart when it comes time to go. You will be touched in ways that you cannot even being to imagine. When you are linked to others through a shared love for Christ you begin any relationship at a deeper level right from the start. God's people connect heart to heart and soul to soul when Christ is their focus.

3. And this is the sweetest one. I'm so grateful for the promise of eternal life for those who put their faith in Christ. I'm grateful because I may never get back to Suriname, but I will see each of these sisters and brothers when we meet again in heaven.

Would I do it again......? Absolutely. Can't wait and hope to make a trip to Africa soon. Stay tuned!

A Sense of Humor is Key! God sure has one....

Americans are spoiled when it comes to airports. We're used to having everything we need available 24/7 and we just take it for granted that every place is like that. Little did we know.

While the airport building in Suriname is open when we arrive at 2:00 AM, the gate for Carribean Airlines does not open for check in until almost 3:00 AM. When the attendant did finally arrive it was so comical because she had to manually change all of the overhead signs for the gate, set up all of the tags, desk paperwork and everything before she could check us in. It was like setting up for the first time and they do that every day. In the meantime, we sat/stood right in front of her with all this luggage just waiting for her to be ready. She wouldn't even look at us or acknowledge us. Course by this time we've been up since 6:00 AM and we're looking just a little scary anyway so you can't really blame her.

We finally get checked through her, customs, security and such and then we get to wait again. Hard chairs, nothing open to look at, dark so you can't see outside and we're all exhausted. Boarding begins about 5:30 to Trinidad and thankfully an uneventful flight for the first leg, although by this time my poor butt is so sore from sitting in hard seats. I need something cushy to sit on.

So we get to Trinidad and that's where everything begins to unravel. This is where a sense of humor REALLY comes in handy. At check in we are told that our flight to Miami has been cancelled. My first thought is the hurricane, (which by Sunday afternoon had disipated). Oh no, nothing that simple. We are told that the flight crew just didn't show up and they didn't have another one to fly the plane! This begins about a 2 hour saga of running from desk to gate to line as they try to figure out what to do with us. We are dead tired and holding onto our sanity by a thread. They finally book us on a flight to Ft. Lauderdale leaving at 2:00 PM then are gracious enough to take us to a nearby hotel to try and rest and get something to eat.

I couldn't bear to sit in one more chair so I head straight to our room and lay down asking Tracy to bring be back anything that looks edible. I am numb and so tired that I can't even sleep. I ache all over and though I never slept it sure felt good to lay down.

At 12:15 we're back at the airport for our flight home. This time our crew shows up (YEAH!) and we're off to the USA. It's a four hour flight and it was broken up some by the movie "Get Smart" which was a nice diversion. In flight we are told that when we get to Ft. Lauderdale they will shuttle us to the Miami airport where our van is. Most of us breeze through customs, Tracey got grilled and Cody was the only one to get pulled into the little room to be questioned and have his luggage searched.

We arrive at the Miami airport and are praising God that the van is still there and still has all four tires! We load up, stop at a nearby McDonalds for a quick bite and begin the 4.5 hour drive to St. Pete. The ride was brutal because we are all so tired and I'm worried about Pastor Tom driving since he's had less sleep than any of us, but he's caught his second wind and drove the entire way. It's the longest drive I can remember in years. The sight of the Skyway bridge brought tears to my eyes. Home was in sight. Since our house is right over the bridge, they drop Rand and I off at our house and it's over. Home sweet home! Rufio goes crazy wimpering and licking my face over and over. Bruce took Rand to meet MB at the YMCA so I did some unpacking and hit the hay as soon as he returned.

At that moment, we had been up 42 hours straight. What an awesome trip. God is SO good. Night.......ZZZZZZZZZZZ

The Longest Day Continues

Church. It's amazing how different churches are. As different as people I guess. Our church service this morning starts with singing and greeting each other as we sing. We sang and walked around shaking hands and hugging all over the sanctuary. The singing was loud and free and open and wonderful. Sure puts our church to shame. Big Roy is funny singing and waving his arms above his head. I will miss watching him when we leave. The tears are already welling up in my eyes as I think about leaving this place.

As the service starts, our team is recognized as well as the Indian tribes that have traveled from the interior for the conference. We laugh as we see that Cody and Tom have joined the praise band for this morning. Of course, we can't see Cody because he's behind the banner and all we can see are his legs! They did a great job though and how sweet to be able to be a part of the service.

When the sermon starts Kathy, Tracey and I leave and go downstairs to help with the children's class. There is only one Sunday school class for the kids so we have them from four to high school. Our lesson is about heaven and how Jesus will one day return. We tied yellow ribbons around all of the posts and had the children write signs saying "Jesus is coming!". Some of the signs were remarkable in their detail and we posted the signs among the ribbons. It was a great morning and we really enjoyed ourselves. You know kids are kids no matter what country you're in.

After church we had lunch at the Smits, just left overs. We checked our emails and I warned Bruce about the possibility of the hurricane delaying our trip home. Shared several prayer requests with both him and my sisters. We headed back to Peggy's to rest and pack before the night session, but neither of us could sleep. I kept thinking about having to say good-by and would begin to tear up. I finally got up and called Bruce and was able to get through and talk to him. I felt much better after hearing his voice and just being able to share my concerns about the trip home with him. He didn't think the storm was going to be an issue and I can't tell you how great that made me feel.

I showered and did some packing then back to church for our final session of the conference. For this last night, the Indian tribes led the praise and worship and that place was rockin'! It killed me not to know the words to sing along but I could sure clap and smile. It was AWESOME! Perry and Pastor Tom did these last two sessions and then it was over. What a powerful conference. But now we had to say good-by. Hugging and crying I made my rounds of these new friends. It was excruciating. In just 8 short days these people have become so precious to me. I pray we don't have to wait until heaven to see each other again.

With the conference over the team and all of the hosts board Imro's bus and head to the new Burger King to have a quick bite to eat. We all sat around talking, laughing, hating to see this week come to it's end. Then back to Imro and Linda's to head off to our hosts' homes to finish packing and prepare to head to the airport. Imro would be picking us up at Peggy's around 1:00 AM to leave for the airport where we would wait till our flight at 5:30 AM.

At Peggy's we finished our packing, hauled everything back downstairs and then hung out in Peggy's room and talked till Imro arrived. It's funny but when it finally came time to tell Peggy good-by I didn't cry. I really thought I would be a faucet, but we hugged and said our good-byes without a tear. What a precious host she has been this week to Tracey and I. Sure has been different than anything I had imagined.

So back to the airport we head.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

The day that would not end....

It is Sunday morning. Our last official day in Suriname and the last day of the conference. I woke up and got up even knowing that this would be a very long day with no sleep until we would arrive at home on Monday night.

It was just starting to get light and so I thought it would be great to have my last quiet time on the balcony one more time. I collected my Bible, my journal and glasses and tiptoed out of the room shutting the door quietly so as not to wake Tracey. I carefully slipped the locks on the top and bottom of the balcony door and pushed it open. At that moment, the alarm went off! Ooooppps! Didn't even think about that. Now I'm panicking because I have no idea where the shut off is and here it is before 6:00 AM and I'm waking up the whole house. I just have a knack for things like this. Tooopid me.

Luckily Peggy has the alarm panel in her bedroom and she was already up. Without ever coming out of her room (and embarassing me) she shuts off the alarm and I head on out to the balcony to try and compose myself to have some semblance of a quiet time with the Lord. On this last morning my letter from home is from my precious husband and I weep as I read his words. It just never ceases to amaze me how God intricately plans our words to say or write without us having any idea of what impact they will have when they are read. Bruce couldn't possibly have known that what he wrote that day would be exactly where my heart was that morning and what I would need to hear. He wrote: Patricia, Well here you are honey...looking into your last day...so many memories built on your trip and now your "closing ceremony". May God be with you to clear your mind to absorb all that will flash before you today as you prepare to come home. Enjoy the moment and bask in God's glory of the event." Phil 3:12-14, I Cor 6:20.

Little did he know how those words expressed my heart as I tried to prepare for this last day. I knew it would go quickly, as the week had gone, and I was not ready to let go. Though I was already excited about seeing my family again, there was this sense of being ripped away from these people in a way that I have never experienced before. I can't explain why or how meeting these people has been different from meeting people on any other trip, except that this trip was ordained by God and what I shared down here with them transcends all other....... I can't even think what word to use here. Even now all these months later at any given moment I can be right back there and see their faces as though they stand before me in the flesh.

So, once everyone else got up Ahem, we had a wonderful last breakfast with Peggy. I hated to have to get ready to leave for church. I just love talking with her.

Once at church we had our devotion time w/Tracy leading this time. She shared how the book of Revelation has played such a large role in her salvation and the impact it continues to have on her life. She and Tom both gave their testimonies, since Tom hadn't been able to give his Saturday. I knew that Tracy was very nervous about giving her testimony because she'd never done it before, but she did a great job and I was so proud of her. As we've shared our testimonies this week we've really gained insight into each other's lives and we will be forever bonded through our time on this trip.

Pastor Tom, Cody and Tom all left then to prepare for the service. That's when Rand dropped the bomb! There was a hurricane in the Carribean between us and Miami and it was due to be right in our flight path the next day when we flew home. GREAT! Not having seen a single news broadcast or any TV for that matter since Tuesday night, we'd had no idea there was a problem. Here comes that fear of flying again.... but I know that the Lord controls the skies and the winds and we would just pray and watch Him work His will for our trip home.

Gotta go..church is starting.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Gosh, it's Saturday already?

Where has the week gone? Today Tracy and I are up at 6:00 to shower and get ready to be at the church before the first session starts at 9:00. Because it's the weekend, we are able to stay at Peggy's and have breakfast with her. This is a wonderful time. She has prepared a feast for us with boiled eggs, salmon spread w/crackers, cheese, fruit, cereal, juice and her great coffee. For the first time we were able to just sit and visit like girls do. It's a shame it had to come at almost the end of our trip. She is such a dear, open and generous woman. When we had admired her house earlier in the week, she told us that Imro had encouraged her and Marlon to build the biggest house they could so they could open it up to whomever the Lord would bring for them to minister to. What a concept! Exercising the gift of hospitality. Romans 12:10-13 says: "Be devoted to one another in brotherly love; give preference to one another in honor; not lagging behind in diligence, fervent in spirit, serving the Lord, rejoicing in hope, persevering in tribulation, devoted to prayer, contributing to the needs of the saints, procticing hospitality." The art of hospitality is a gift. The ability to make people feel comfortable in your home. Not everyone has it. My husband sure does, and I don't think it's necessarily because he's from the South. I believe it's because he genuinely cares about people and wants them to feel at home. When I wrote out my goals for 2008, one of them was to open our home more often to the people God has put in our lives. Sadly, this is a goal that I have not done a good job of achieving. But, I digress.

I loved the idea that you would build a house not for yourself and your family's needs, but to then give back to God to use however He would choose. How different my trip might have been had Peggy not been willing to open her home to us? I have been blessed, but she has too.
I need to recommit to this goal in my own life.

After our time with Peggy we head off to church for the first session. Pastor Tom spoke about technology and how it pertains to the end times. It was facinating for me because I love technology and how cool that God planned all of the technology that we have now in order to reach all those who will be called as we get closer to that day He will return. Time grows short and there are many to be reached. Technology makes that possible. The crowd was smaller but still a very avid group and it is Saturday when many need to shop for their families and do things at home that cannot be done during the week.

We break for lunch at the Smits with rice and beans, pickles and chicken, then back to Peggy's for a short nap. When we get back to the Smits we begin to make sandwiches to serve as snacks during the break in the evening session. We had a real assembly line going with Linda, Millie, Tracy and Kathy making the sandwiches and Rand and I bagging them. They were making them faster than we could bag them being four to two and would have to stop periodically to help us bag to catch up. In all we made about 300 sandwiches!

Afterwards we headed back to church for devotions and testimony. Today was Tom Smith's turn. His topic was "God is in control" Psalm 115:3 "But our God is in the heavens; He does whatever He pleases." His will is done whether we obey or not, Esther 4:14 "For if you remain silent at this time, relief and deliverance will arise for the Jews from another place and you and your father's house will perish. And who knows whether you have not attained royalty for such a time as this?"; We don't need to worry because God is in control. Worrying means that we don't trust God. Phil 4:6, "Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God." This is especially relevant these days as people fret over the election, the economy and general direction our country and the world is taking. God is not surprised by any of this and can use any person and any circumstance to accomplish His purposes. He's used the most godly and the most evil throughout history to bring about His will.

He and Cody have a surprise cooked up for everyone tomorrow so we stopped after his devotion because they needed to get upstairs to meet with the praise band at 2:00. He will give his testimony tomorrow before Tracy does her devotion. (We found out later that the rest of the praise band didn't arrive till about 2:45 and when Tom asked them about it they said well there's still a 2 in the time! The schedule according to Suriname time LOL)

The evening session was so special. Imro had arranged for a re-enactment of a traditional Jewish wedding from the time the contract was first arranged until after the days of feasting were ended and then showed how each part of the wedding correlated with that time when Jesus would return to earth for His bride (us the church). It was so clear the way it was presented and I wish I had taken the time to take close notes about each part and what it symbolized. But, had I done that I would have missed the whole enactment. I would love to go back and see it again. It was very meaningful.

We ended about 9:30 after more good discussion from the crowd. Back to Peggy's. We're exhausted! I also decided that tomorrow I'll be wearing jeans to the evening session. No more of this dress stuff as everyone else is wearing jeans. I try to call Bruce before I go to bed but no answer :-( Maybe tomorrow.